Like everyone else I sometimes have a difficult time managing my time ,and more so my aspirations to be accountable to time I have actually spent. Compartmentalism is a survival tool I used in highschool to learn how to figure out how to get my homework done while I struggled with my innermost thoughts and turbulent environment.

I find myself using this tool in my adult life and career life. I often times over explain myself and don a overly boyish or goofy persona , feeling as though I haven’t yet lived up to the version I need to be for my partner ,clients , and friends. As if I can just explain a bit more the feeling of “I’m good enough , I swear it” . Other times I don’t explain enough and conceal myself with a stoic mask in hopes that I do not displease others around me by sharing what I truly feel/ think.

Creating this blog is a vehicle to deliberately make time to share what life I’m actively creating rather than responding to.

The work I focus on isn’t instant, it takes months…. Usually years to complete with another person. Making a departure from Instagram to share more or less than short form content…..

So here’s what I’ve recently finished, am currently working on, or recently started: (P.s. I regularly see a therapist to better work on this stuff)